The idiot thing about online journal is that sometimes there are errors in uploading and ur whole entry will be gone.
Imagine all your feelings just goes 'poof' and u have no mood to rewrite again.
That is what that happened to me last night..again.

Sigh..seriously,I wondered how long can I go on from here.
I know pple will be sick of hearing me lament.I am not trying to say that my life is totally miserable and that I am sick of it.

But I feel that I need more than that.This is not the life I want for years and yet I am living it coz I dont think I have much choices.Sacrifices,giving up for another..is what I have been doing to myself for a long long time.

I get a job asap even though I know I am not gonna like it coz I want to support myself and be able to give allowances asap.
Aiyah..I dun wanna keep on saying and feel miserable abt it la.

I just think that it is about time that I do something about it.